So sometimes you have to do real shit that really sucks. You gotta pay bills. You gotta take care of your shit. I'm about to move out of my shit hole apartment into a slightly less shitty apartment. Sometimes I feel like I'll never leave, but its not so bad if you find the right people. But then where am I going anyway? I always wonder where the plane is going. I wonder if I will ever go there. I have to go there. What if I never make it?